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Friday, September 03, 2004

i am a failure...

Yes, it's true. I admit it. I'm a failure. I haven't succeeded at a single thing since I set foot on campus this semester. I have forgotten everything I've ever learned in math, don't have a calculator, dropped/added an 8 o'clock class, was kicked out of logging onto the computer this morning, didn't do half my math homework, and can't remember a damn thing I've learned about Java so now I'm here, in the lab, working on a program that should've only taken me an hour at the most! I hate this! I want to quit. Why am I doing this to myself. I haven't accomplished anything! This is going to be a great year... I can already tell. I've cried at least 3 times in the last hour alone. Crying doesn't solve anything, I know, but it sure as hell makes me feel better.

Maybe next week will be better.... yeah right, and suddenly my iq will skyrocket. pfft.

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