Resurrection Day

well, today is easter sunday. it dawned dark and cloudy after a night of unusual heat and loud thunderstorms. i went to church and was once again confronted by my singleness. over half the college/career class is married or engaged. the other 35-40% are dating someone and the last 5-10% are so single there's no question about their singlenessness... yeah, i made that word up. after sunday school we made our way over to the worship service where, afterwards, we ooed and awed over another girl's engagement ring, commented on how adorable the babies were in their precious easter clothes, and then after that stewed in our own single bitterness. okay, so make that an i stewed in my own single bitterness. i'm not really bitter. i'm just... i don't know. it's complicated. i don't even have a u.i. ummm... maybe i do? bad kaitlin! lust is bad! coveting is bad!

an hour after we got home from church, the heavens opened and we got a monsoon. not joking. i was driving in it tonight. not as bad as the time i almost died but still pretty bad. so anyway, everyone's back at their respective locations, dad's working, and mom and i are here. i go back to my respective location some time tomorrow. the roomie's taking me back since she's going to visit the good ol' bubble and then it's back to the millstone. i've got to gather addresses for support letters. gotta send those out soon. i want to try and have those out by saturday. depends how the week goes.

He is risen!
He is risen indeed!