i'm being brainwashed

it's been crazy busy here for the last two and a half weeks. feels like i've been in school forever. anyway, i say i'm being brainwashed. i'm actually being indoctrinated. nothing's quite so frustrating, not to mention scary, as sitting in class and having everything you ever believed about God attacked. i think they chose to teach this class at eight in the morning so you don't have the brain capacity (or alertness) to dispute what they're teaching. apparently, God is needy (He needs me to feel glorified). He's also not all knowing, all power, all present. basically, God isn't God. don't ask me the reasoning behind it because i don't really understand it myself. calvinists are wrong in their theology of God and the Trinity. i'm having trouble grasping the fact that my prof is ordained. *sigh*