you know, there are some days when i'm like, "i'm so grown up. so mature. i can take the world." i believe myself fully capable of completing all my work in a timely manner, i can handle the responsibilies that are required, and i know what i'm doing with my life. i put on the mask of confidence and smile like i know what i'm doing...
and then the magnitude of life sets in and my mind freezes in a stage of blind panic. mature? confident? brave? what am i smoking?
i'm a coward and there are times i just want to throw myself on the ground, throw a tantrum and then sulk while i play with green playdoh. i sometimes wonder if adults ever feel that way...
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i agree with the statement about playing with playdo, it makes everything ok. by the way, i took your quiz and i have a midland accent. who knew?
well, have a fabulous weekend. sheila
I have realized there are two types of seniors: ones who are ready to graduate and ones are not ready to graduate. Don't feel bad if you are scared of the future... it is scary. Who knows what's out there, and that is one of the greatest human fears of all: the unknown. Just trust that God is going to guide you along to where you're supposed to be. I know that you'll be great at whatever you do! (I still think you should be an author... ;-) )
You know kait... this entry basically conveys my life at the moment. I have my moments where I think I have everything planned out and I'm good to go and on top of the world.... and then one conversation later my plan comes crumbling down around me!!
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