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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

maybe... just maybe

You know that feeling of failure? The feeling that no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, you'll fail miserably and there's nothing you can do about it. It's a gut wrenching feeling that makes you just want to sleep the rest of your life away... or maybe just the rest of the day. That just about sums up the entire semester. I thought that maybe I'd be able to pass. I was so wrong.

What brings this depressing post along? Well, I took my Data Structures & Algorithms final this morning. There was no way on earth I could've passed. It would have to have been a miracle. Give me a 4 page paper to write in two hours I can do it but 4 lines of pseudo-code? Try the day after never. The highest I can get on it is a 70 and that's if I get all the questions I actually answered correct. Yes, I killed my GPA and now its ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life. At least I'm changing majors next semester and I won't have to take anymore comp sci courses. Maybe... just maybe I'll achieve something next semester.

One more final and it's Christmas break! How exciting! I honestly can't wait.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You made it through this semester, and you're still alive! You're an inspiration to all of us :-) Go Kaitlin for not skipping that final!! I'll see you at Church on Sunday! ~ J