things i thought

there are things i thought i'd never do in college. silly things, serious things, even crazy things.

i never thought i'd make new friends so close to graduation.
i never thought i'd actually fail a course.
i never thought i'd keep the same roommate all four years and then plan to keep the same roommate afterward.
i never thought i'd willingly sing and dance (and generally make a fool of myself) in public just to make someone laugh.
i never seriously thought i'd develop a crush (or an unattainable infatuation). *blush*
i never thought i'd make a weekend trip to a friend's wedding that was up in virginia.
i never thought i'd seethe with jealousy one minute then heartbreak the next.
i never thought i'd laugh so hard for so many silly reasons.
i never thought i'd be assigned to perform a mummification on a chicken as a class assignment.
i never thought i'd major in history.
i never thought i'd squeal over a new plant.
i never thought a friend of mine would shun me.
i never thought that i'd have friends that were athletes.
i never thought i'd crave attention.
i never thought i'd make such a great group of friends.
i never thought one person could annoy me so much.
i never thought i'd get so close to graduation and not know what i'm doing afterward.
i never thought i'd cry for such silly reasons.
i never thought i'd hand my heart to someone (even if it's a small piece) and they not even know.
i never thought my friends would participate in the craziness i call me. *wink*
i never thought i could flirt.
i never thought someone would try to pick me up.
i never thought i was beautiful/attractive.
i never thought i'd be asked for my number and have to turn him down.
i never thought anyone would actually want my digits.

kind of makes me wonder if i ever did think. or maybe i just thought about other things.